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A dance for the AI.
Algortythimic automated biological movement flirts with technological algorithmic form growths. We trained this video with my masks.

Video by genius @axonbody

From the start of my social gender expression I was using Anthromorph as a stage to explore and integrate feminity I wasn’t able to explore with my then physical form. It wore extensions before I did. It used feminine underwear first. I slowly transitioned from animal movement to “desirability”. How desirable could I make a monster seem. The confusion that combined euphoria and dysphoria creates in the mind always fascinated me.

The difference to how I’m treated as a person with male privilege to a pretty feminine person is extreme. People read my confidence and self power as narcissism. You never win. I won’t let my masculine power be lost to fit into another self limiting binary prison. Will not allow the feminine to dictate how porous my boundaries are.

I am a beast. A feminine dragon slashing flesh and sleeping in gems.
The feminine has been taught to accept ceilings. Yet you cannot enter a room without alluring, captivating, charming, enchanting. Divine feminine is supreme. No building can fit you. No ceiling to my siblings.

The feminine power flowing through my body used to terrify me. I was a kid mentally that for 20 years did not register it had a body. That it could be perceived. I saw my high femnes as monstrous. A girl achieving Subjection of power shooks people to the core. I internalized their fear, making me downplay my strengths.

Yet, I am a beast